A lived-experience guide, grounded in current UK clinical guidance
If you have reduced or stopped an antidepressant and now feel dizzy, panicky, emotionally raw, unable to sleep or unlike yourself, you may be trying to work out whether this is withdrawal, a return of depression or anxiety, or something else. I know how frightening that uncertainty can be.
My own withdrawal from paroxetine, and later venlafaxine, was severe and prolonged. I am sharing what happened to me because lived experience can make a lonely experience easier to understand. It cannot predict what will happen to you, and it cannot replace an individual medical assessment.
First, an important safety note
This article is general information and personal experience, not medical advice. Do not stop an antidepressant suddenly, alter your dose, restart medication or follow someone else’s taper because of anything on this page. Speak with the person who prescribed your medication or another appropriately qualified healthcare professional.
If you may act on thoughts of suicide or self-harm, cannot keep yourself or someone else safe, or are losing contact with reality, call 999 or go to A&E now. For urgent mental-health help that is not an immediate emergency, call NHS 111 and select the mental-health option. You can also call Samaritans free, day or night, on 116 123.
The short answer
Stopping or reducing an antidepressant can cause withdrawal symptoms because the brain and body have adapted to the medicine and need time to adjust to a lower dose. Not everyone develops symptoms. When they do occur, they can affect the body, sleep, thinking and emotions.
- Symptoms often begin within a few days, but later onset has also been reported.
- Many people improve within weeks.
- For some people, symptoms are severe or last for months or longer.
- Withdrawal can resemble depression or anxiety returning.
- No single timeline or symptom list can diagnose what is happening to one person.
The NHS, NICE and the Royal College of Psychiatrists all recognize that withdrawal varies greatly. This is important: the severe and long-lasting experience I describe is possible, but it is not inevitable. Unfortunately for me I fell into the 15 to 60 percentage of people who will develop the Acute Withdrawal. The others are the lucky ones and these people seem to be the ones that most of us hear about when reducing and stopping Antidepressants. This needs to change and I need you to participate, and share your story here. If you do I promise your voice will be heard, and trust me when I say, that knowing others can read what your version of Protracted Withdrawal that you are experiencing will definitely improve your journey, especially if you continue to chat and compare you feelings with other similar people. It helped me tremendously. In fact today I am experiencing a spike in Withdrawal, and it may not be as bad as in the beginning, but you know yourself, Withdrawal is awful, no matter what it feels like. And that is why I am writing now, it really does help ground me!
What does “PAWS” mean on this website?
People in withdrawal communities often use PAWS to mean post-acute withdrawal syndrome or protracted antidepressant withdrawal. UK clinical guidance more often uses phrases such as prolonged, protracted or long-lasting withdrawal symptoms. PAWS is not a precise prediction or a diagnosis I can give someone online.
On PAWS Longterm, I use the term as shorthand for the experience of symptoms continuing, returning or changing over an extended period after a reduction or final dose. Whenever I use it, I am describing lived experience and reported symptoms—not claiming that every difficult feeling after medication must be withdrawal. When I began experiencing PAWS way back in 2021, I was totally unaware of it’s existence. I remember the first day, and one of the worst in memory, I was so frightened and alone. I had my Son there, his Partner, but I knew whatever this was they would be totally unable to help me. This was a new experience and it felt like I was dying. So if that is you, I know and so do many others what it feels like when no one can help you. But that is wrong, and in hindsight, I know now if I had a community in the beginning, which sounds completely the wrong way round, that I would have dealt with those days much better.
My experience of stopping antidepressants
I was first prescribed paroxetine after I asked for help with overwhelming nerves around a new tutoring job. The medicine initially made me feel calmer and almost tranquilised. My anxiety reduced, but so did my sexual drive and some of my interest in everyday life. After years of taking it, I felt it was no longer helping in the same way.
I reduced the medication over about three months with clinical involvement. At the time, I believed that would be enough. After my final dose, I had roughly three months without the worst symptoms. I thought I had escaped serious withdrawal. Then, around Christmas, my mental and physical state changed dramatically.
Fear seemed to flood everything. Ordinary sounds and television felt threatening. I could not settle, sit comfortably or stand still. I had almost no appetite, struggled to sleep and felt as though something dreadful was about to happen. I later learnt that the relentless inner restlessness I experienced resembled descriptions of akathisia.
Emotionally, I felt as though I had become a frightened child again. Memories and feelings connected with childhood trauma seemed present rather than safely in the past. I became intensely tearful, panicky and depressed. At times, I could not find ordinary words or hold a sentence together. I also experienced intrusive thoughts and a frightening inability to feel pleasure.
During the worst period I survived several suicide attempts. I do not say that for drama, and I do not believe those moments made me weak or “stupid.” I include it because suicidal thoughts during medication changes must be taken seriously and deserve urgent support.
For a long period, the symptoms felt almost constant. Later I began to notice what withdrawal communities call “waves and windows”: stretches when symptoms intensified, followed by periods of partial relief. The change was not smooth or predictable, but across roughly six years I gradually regained enough stability and function to recognise that something had changed.
I later went through another difficult withdrawal experience involving venlafaxine. Recognising some of the sensations earlier did not make the experience easy, but it helped me describe what was happening, record patterns and look for support sooner.
Can withdrawal symptoms begin weeks or months later?
Withdrawal most commonly begins soon after a dose is reduced, missed or stopped. The NHS says symptoms usually begin within a few days, but acknowledges that, for some people, they can start weeks or months later. The Royal College of Psychiatrists also notes reports of withdrawal symptoms beginning weeks after stopping. The reasons for delayed symptoms are not fully understood.
Delayed worsening has also appeared in published research based on personal accounts. One descriptive study examined 69 narratives from an online withdrawal community. Some contributors reported symptoms that first appeared or became most intense several months after discontinuation. The researchers could not calculate how common delayed onset was, however, and the accounts were self-reported rather than clinically verified.
In my own experience, a strikingly similar delayed pattern occurred after stopping two different antidepressants following two very different tapers.
I reduced paroxetine over approximately three months, which was way too fast, and is, in my opinion, the reason the first time I developed sever withdrawal was the worst.
After my final dose of paroxetine, I initially felt better rather than worse. Music, colours and sounds became unusually vivid, and positive emotions felt stronger. Approximately three months later, my mental and physical state deteriorated severely.
Years later, I reduced venlafaxine much more slowly, over approximately three years. After the final dose, I again experienced a period of improvement and heightened sensory and emotional vividness. Once again, the severe phase began approximately three months later, but it was a lot less sever than when I came off paroxetine.
Because this happened to me twice, I consider it an important part of my own history. Other people have described delayed worsening too, but these accounts do not establish a universal three-month timetable or prove that every delayed symptom is withdrawal. A change in mental or physical health beginning weeks or months later can have several possible causes and should be discussed with an appropriately qualified healthcare professional.
For a closer look at delayed onset—including my two experiences and what other people have reported—read Can Antidepressant Withdrawal Start Months Later? My Two Experiences and What Others Report.
What symptoms can happen after stopping an antidepressant?
Recognised withdrawal symptoms include a wide range of physical, emotional, sleep-related and cognitive experiences. A person may have only one or two, several, or none.
- Dizziness, vertigo, unsteadiness or poor coordination
- Headache, fatigue or flu-like feelings
- Nausea, abdominal symptoms or loss of appetite
- Sweating, tremor or palpitations
- Electric-shock sensations, often called “brain zaps”
- Insomnia, vivid dreams or nightmares
- Anxiety, panic, agitation or rapidly changing moods
- Low mood, tearfulness, irritability or loss of pleasure
- Difficulty concentrating, confusion or feeling mentally slowed
- Derealisation—the sense that you or the world are not quite real
- Inner restlessness and inability to stay still, sometimes called akathisia
- Suicidal thoughts
These symptoms are not proof of withdrawal by themselves. New, severe or worsening symptoms—especially suicidal thoughts, severe agitation, hallucinations, confusion or an inability to stay safe—need prompt professional assessment.
Withdrawal or the return of depression and anxiety?
This is one of the hardest questions, because the experiences can overlap. A clinician may consider the timing of symptoms, whether they are new or unfamiliar, whether physical sensations such as zaps or dizziness are present, how quickly the symptoms changed, and how closely they resemble the original condition.
Useful questions to take to an appointment include:
- When did each symptom begin in relation to missed doses, reductions or the final dose?
- Which symptoms are completely new for me?
- Which symptoms resemble the problem for which the medicine was prescribed?
- Are there other medicines, physical conditions, sleep problems or life events that could contribute?
- What monitoring and follow-up do I need?
A checklist can organise the conversation, but it is not a self-diagnosis test. The safest wording is not “I know this must be withdrawal,” but “Could withdrawal be one of the explanations we consider?”
How long can antidepressant withdrawal last?
There is no reliable timetable for one individual. NICE says symptoms are often mild and resolve within one or two weeks, but can sometimes be more difficult, last several weeks and occasionally several months. The Royal College of Psychiatrists says some more severe experiences can last months or more than a year. The NHS also acknowledges that symptoms can last for months or longer for some people.
My own experience was much longer than the common, just a few weeks. It lasted for nearly 6 years. But it would be wrong to tell them that they are facing six years. My timeline is evidence of what happened to one person, not a forecast.
It is also wrong to promise that a particular diet, meditation practice, supplement, course or taper length will determine recovery. What can be offered honestly is support, careful recording, safer questions and realistic hope.
What are “waves and windows”?
“Waves and windows” is community language, not a formal test. A wave means a period when symptoms feel stronger; a window means a period of partial or substantial relief. Some people describe this pattern and others do not.
For me, the pattern became visible only over time. A difficult day made me feel as though I had returned to the beginning, but my notes and memories sometimes showed that the intensity, duration or effect on my functioning had changed. Improvement was uneven rather than absent.
What helped me cope
The following did not cure withdrawal, and I cannot know how much each one affected the underlying course. They were simply practical things that helped me get through difficult periods:
- Writing down symptoms and changes instead of relying on distressed memory
- Keeping food and hydration as regular and manageable as I could
- Using short periods of meditation to create moments of calm
- Reducing unnecessary demands and sensory overload on the worst days
- Telling at least one trusted person when I was struggling
- Reading other people’s experiences without treating every story as my future
- Continuing to seek professional help when safety or severe symptoms were involved
Nutrition and meditation mattered to me, but they should be described as personal coping supports—not as treatments that repair the brain, speed recovery or work for everyone.
What information should you record?
Withdrawal can distort time and make every bad period feel permanent. A brief daily or weekly record may help you notice patterns and give a prescriber clearer information.
- Medicine name and current dose
- Dates of missed doses, reductions or the final dose
- When each symptom began, changed or eased
- New symptoms versus familiar symptoms
- Sleep, appetite and ability to manage ordinary activities
- Possible triggers or major life events
- Safety concerns and who you contacted
- Questions for the next appointment
[FREE RESOURCE TO CREATE: Download the PAWS Longterm one-page Symptom and Appointment Record.]
This is the strongest first product pathway for the site. The one-page version should be free. A future paid journal could offer more space, weekly summaries, appointment preparation and progress reviews—without claiming to diagnose, treat or accelerate recovery.
How to speak to a clinician when you feel dismissed
I often felt unheard. Saying that honestly is different from claiming that all doctors are negligent or that lived experience makes someone more qualified to diagnose or treat than a clinician. Readers need both respect for their own observations and access to safe clinical care.
It may help to take a short written timeline and say:
“These symptoms began after a medication change. Some are unlike my original condition and they are affecting my ability to function. Could we consider withdrawal alongside relapse and other possible causes? What is the monitoring and safety plan?”
You can also bring the NHS, NICE or Royal College of Psychiatrists guidance linked below. If communication has broken down, you can ask whether another prescriber, pharmacist or relevant specialist can review the situation.
When should somebody seek urgent help?
Get urgent help if you have thoughts of suicide or self-harm, feel unable to keep yourself or another person safe, experience hallucinations or severe confusion, lose contact with reality, or develop extreme agitation or physical symptoms that concern you.
In the UK, call 999 or go to A&E if there is immediate danger. For urgent mental-health help that is not an emergency, call NHS 111 and select the mental-health option. Samaritans can be reached free at any time on 116 123 for confidential emotional support.
What I wish I had known
I wish I had known that antidepressant withdrawal could involve much more than a few days of dizziness. I wish I had known that some people experience very little withdrawal while others need much more support, and that nobody could responsibly predict my exact course.
I wish I had recorded the journey from the beginning. Distress made it difficult to remember earlier improvements, and a simple timeline might have helped me explain myself and recognise change.
Most of all, I wish someone had said: “I believe that you are suffering. We do not have to settle the cause in this moment to take your safety and symptoms seriously.” That is the spirit I want PAWS Longterm to offer.
My recovery was not a straight line. There were periods when life felt colourless and impossible, and later there were moments of connection, interest and relief again. I cannot promise another person the same timing or outcome. I can say that the way you feel in the worst hour does not tell you with certainty how you will feel in the future.
Frequently asked questions
Is antidepressant withdrawal the same as addiction?
Not usually. Physical dependence means the body has adapted to a medicine and withdrawal symptoms may occur when it is reduced or stopped. Addiction normally also involves craving, loss of control and use for a “high.” The Royal College of Psychiatrists explains this distinction in more detail. For me, as you know I developed Protracted Withdrawal, which lasts far longer then the typical “couple of moths” you hear, that withdrawal from Drugs, usually lasts.
Can withdrawal cause brain zaps?
Electric-shock sensations in the head, arms or legs are a recognized withdrawal symptom. People often call them brain zaps. Seek advice if symptoms are severe, unfamiliar or accompanied by other concerning changes. For me I experienced the Brain Zaps for about 4 months, after stopping the Antidepressants. They would return every night, especially after nodding off. I would feel them and if I moved my eyes quickly, from one side to the other, I would feel them for sure.
Can withdrawal cause panic attacks or intense fear?
Anxiety, panic, irrational fears, agitation and rapidly changing moods are included in UK guidance on possible withdrawal symptoms. They can also have other causes, so timing and an individual assessment matter. For me it was all of the above. I would experience the lowest of lows and the highest of highs. This is exactly what to expect. Never lose hope. I have been where you are, and I know what thoughts you are having. It’s all going to pass.
Does depression always return after stopping antidepressants?
No. Withdrawal can include low mood, but a recurrence of depression is also possible and some people experience neither. The answer cannot be predicted from another person’s story. In my case, the depression did return, you may be lucky. If I was to make a guess I would say the majority of people do feel depression or at least a low mood at some point after stopping the Antidepressants.
Do I need a two-year or three-year taper?
There is no universal duration. NICE says the speed and duration should be agreed with the person taking the medicine, account for the medicine and length of use, and be guided by whether symptoms are tolerable. Some people stop over weeks; others need months or longer. A personal website should not prescribe an individual taper. But you want to hear how long it took for me to Taper Down to a completely stopping the Antidepressants. I took the long road, around 3 years. It is so important that you taper slowly. When you feel better, it is not a signal to go cold turkey. You will feel ups and downs, however one thing will not change, when you finally finish the taper, you will experience a time of around 3 months of no symptoms, then it return in a very personal way. No two peoples withdrawal journey are exactly the same.
Can symptoms really last for years?
Long-lasting symptoms are recognized, but exact prevalence and individual duration remain uncertain. My symptoms continued for roughly six years, with changes over time. That does not mean a reader will have the same course. If you find your symptoms exceeding mine and you have past 6 years, then remember this is completely normal. You will Heal, You will feel Happy Again.
A final word
I wrote this because I remember the terror of not knowing what was happening and the loneliness of feeling disbelieved. Your experience deserves to be heard. It also deserves careful language, proper assessment and a safety plan—not a frightening prediction or a miracle promise.
PAWS Longterm will continue to share lived experience, practical recording tools and questions that can help readers communicate with professionals. It will not tell people how to alter medication or sell a cure.
Sources and further reading
NICE: Depression in adults—stopping antidepressant medication
Royal College of Psychiatrists: Stopping antidepressants

